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XXVI. HER THOUGHTS

The "Last One where he stood her up": Things were going very dull between them. No matter what she did, nothing have seemed to convince him. He was very adamant about not to be with here. She could never understand why. Nevertheless, she tried her best to have a talk with him but he was all stubborn. Her only patience was to wait until the next month as he was going to come to the same city for some work. The month passed quite restlessly for her. She would be try and calm herself down and wait for him to come and meet here at least once. "Hey Aafat. What are your plans for next week?", he texted her out of the blue. "Sukoon uhmm. I'm not sure but mostly will be working. Just the usual going on. Why would you ask?", she questioned. "Actually next week I'll be around your city, so was thinking of visiting you too. If you're free maybe we could meet", he asked. "I maybe busy with work but let me know if you do come...
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XXV. HER THOUGHTS

The "Falling Over and Over Again": " I've been wanting to delete the last few pictures of you but I haven't gotten to it yet. Don't know why! ", he said. "I want you to have all of it!", she exclaimed. "Nooo!!! If I see them, I'll want you. Not that I don't want you. But you understand right?", he explained. "You definitely don't! I want you to be dumb", she said. "I wish I was. I wouldn't think so much then. I know this is a slippery slope.", he wished. Continuing he said," How come you don't realize you'll hurt your feelings down the line ?", he asked. "Because this means more than me hurting myself later Sukoon ", she said. "I don't know about me, but you are a little loose in the head Aafat ", he said dearly. " Now you're stuck with me so even you're loose!!! ", she adored. "You've not seen my other side. You...
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XXIV. HER THOUGHTS

The "Friend-zoning part": " I don't know how to make you understand that what you are expecting from this relationship. I can't do it and you don't want to be friends! ", Sukoon exclaimed. " It was just going fine. I was moving on slowly! You had to spoil it by imposing things Don't you understand its easier if it fades away!!! ", Aafat replied in anger. Continuing she said, "You don't understand. Why can't you just let it fade away? Are you so scared that it'll become stronger? I literally left things the way it's going. You're imposing things on me now! If we just go with the flow. Neither one of us will be hurt! Don't you get that damnit! You're the one confused I'm not! ". "Aafat!! I've been asked to meet other girls by my parents. I can't have a clear head if I still have you in it. I can't think straight if all I think about is you. That's why I've been ac...
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XXIII. HER THOUGHTS

The "One day at a Time": After all the trouble she was going through in this relationship, she thought if distance is the problem then why not get into an open relationship? That was everything could be normal just with no expectations and no one gets hurt. But things between them could only be more than normal after she proposed to him this idea. Sukoon's wasn't really sure if he really wanted an open relationship. But also, he wanted her. So he said okay. Things kept getting steamier between them. They were getting even more close now, not thinking bout tomorrow; Living at the moment it was! "The alcohol is already hitting me. But you. Damn you. You are something else", Sukoon lusted. "Will handcuff you and you'll get the best job ever", Aafat teased. "Fuck. Stop saying that. I want it. You are making me so horny", said he. Continuing he said "I want your lips wrapped on me". "Babe right now I only ...
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XXII. HER THOUGHTS

The "Feelings": "Aafat. If you talking to me brings up all these feeling in you. Maybe you shouldn't talk to me. I don't want to hurt you again by bringing up these feelings again and again", he said out of concern. "No it doesn't Sukoon", she lied. "You're a gem of a person", he said. "If you want me to be devastated then go ahead and stop talking", she said. "I am really glad that I still have to around after acting like a dick", he said. "I still hope to meet you some day and me and you happen again", she said. " In sha Allah ", he wished. " In sha Allah ", she prayed back. "This was a heavy conversation. I feel a little sunk in my heart. This was you at your honest best. And I love it. Thanks for sticking around", he said. She could never get a closure as to what exactly happened to him. Why did he end it while he still had feelings for her . The ...
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XXI. HER THOUGHTS

The "Uncertain": Their days of peace passed by all good and beautiful. She had no clue of what was going to come her way until the next morning when he threw a bomb on her. "Good Morning Aafat. Couldn't sleep at all night. Was thinking about this the whole night. I don't think I'll be able to do this. Let me know when I can call you. If you don't want to talk to me. It's understandable", he messaged. She woke up to this text; freaked out to the maximum. She wasn't sure what she read was actually the same thing she was thinking. She didn't understand when everything was all fine the previous night what suddenly went wrong. She immediately called him. He didn't answer the call. Her restlessness got even worst. She didn't know what to do. A message popped on her screen, "Will call you back in 5." That 5 minutes was like 5 hours to her. Her tummy started feeling funny inside. Then, the phone rang. Without wasti...
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XX. HER THOUGHTS

The "Cute Jealousy": "I may be a little busy tonight. It's my flatmate's birthday", she said. "Oh nice! How old is she turning?", he asked. "Your age", she immediately teased. " Is she less annoying than you? ", he teased back. "Oh now you want her! Number chahiye kya?", her jealousy spoke. " It's okay. If I want her number. I'll ask you ", he adding some fuel to the fire. "Ya take it. Annoying bhi nhi hai woh", she angrily said. "How was the birthday cake. Did you think about me, while eating the cake??", he asked dearly. "Arehh ask her na. Why asking me?", she said. " Awww, cute you are. You think I'll go after her when I have you with me. I am not stupid okay (a lil maybe)! ", he just won her heart. "So you're saying there's a slightest possibility?",she said. "Not a bit", he said. "It's okay...
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